Emotions

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Valentine’s Day is just another day to me. I’m single but I’m definitely not going to let that bother me. I can treat myself to different things every day if my money allows it. So I’m not worried about finding anyone anymore. If it happens, so be it!

I had a wonderful birthday this year!! Hung out with my father, went to lunch and other places, and got two bottles of wine and some chocolate chip cookies!  On top of that, tons of my facebook friends posted their birthday wishes on my wall; all except for one.  The one person whom I though would have been one of the first people to wish me a happy birthday, didn’t.  I see exactly where I stand, especially since this person has been acting like they don’t want to be bothered.  Until next time..

Sorry I’ve been neglecting my blog for the past two weeks.  I’m not as emotional as I was when I first started blogging.  I’m actually in a better mood because I realize that I cannot worry about things that I have no control over.  I just have to let the chips fall where they may.  I seriously need and want to get away from here for a few days; so I’m concentrating on planning my next vacay.  Until next time..

It’s been a while since I last posted on here.  I’ve just been working and too tired to get on here.  I’m happy that I have my feelings in check, so my emotions won’t be all over the place anymore.  Don’t really have much to say today so until next time..

I don’t know why I don’t trust my instinct.  I’ve learned that lesson the hard way.  I should always trust my instinct; it’s usually always right.  Call me crazy or whatever, but I can tell when someone doesn’t want to be bothered.  It’s like pulling teeth trying to get a conversation out of them.  So from this point forward, I am done pulling teeth and I’m closing that chapter of this book.  Until next time..

I feel soooo much better than I have been over the last few weeks.  I’ve just been concentrating on work and my next vacation.  Man, I can’t wait to start traveling again.  I absolutely love to travel.  I’ve been looking at prices for Cabo San Lucas, but the flights to get there are pretty ridiculous!  I may just go to Miami or Vegas; who knows. 

I don’t have much to say today.  It’s been the norm all week: work, then go home.  I definitely need a vacation to break this routine.  I’m still planning a trip to Cabo in March.  I’ve never been and it looks fabulous!  I think I’ve got a hold on my emotions now; I haven’t been all in my feelings like I was the entire month of December!  All of that comes and goes; it’s really no big deal to me.  Until next time..

Right now I am listening to Jazmine Sullivan’s latest cd.  Some of the words to these songs express exactly how I’ve been feeling the last two months or so.  It’s good music like this that keeps me in a relaxed and stress-free mood.  I don’t really have much to say today; probably because I’ve pretty much let everything out last month.  Well, until next time..

Well the new year is here, and I’m not even going to say what I’m going to do; I’m just going to do it!  But I will say this:  I’m falling back from everything and everybody.  It’s time to DO ME, and concentrate on me and my happiness.  That is all for now..